I got some great news today, more details about jobs to come. I got tons of mail, which I love. I was productive. I had a great day!
There are people in my life who are new to me. There's just a whole lot of them. That happens when you work in an industry where you change jobs every 3 months. I don't really know how to f-ing navigate people who haven't figured out how to deal with and/or get me yet. There's something really grating about that. I am just having some trouble with that. I haven't learned the boundaries. I don't have a net and a network. I'm busier than ever so there's less and less time to log the hours a comfort zone requires. Do they sense that? Is my discomfort written all over my face? Probably not. "Why,"you ask. You're so clever to be curious! I am really good at staying one step ahead of people and guiding them into liking me. I do that. It comes from a genuine place, but it's still what it is. It is a little manipulative. I just need to kind of figure this out, but I'm going to vent a little so I'm calm enough to do it.
Totally unrelated note of awesomeness. Egypt, you rule! A peaceful revolution occurred. A massive peaceful demonstration caused a leader to remove himself from power and move, for the first time in a nation as old as civilization, toward democracy. What a magical time we live in.
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