I am beyond feeling really guilty over how I haven't done as well professionally as I would have liked recently. I've spread myself very thin and felt terribly guilty and now I am complacent I wish that were not so, but alas it is.
That being said I still desire to do well and will continue to strive.
The soapier parts of my life are pretty calm, but we'll see how long that lasts. The old hopes are still with me and have been poking their heads up more and more. I am a happy woman, but also a restless one. more very soon. I just need to regain myself in all of this bustle.
by the way, thank you, for coming along on this journey of validation - i wish i didn't need it - but i have named my beast and shall now start a plan to confront it, which might start with befriending it
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